The start of the day was terrible because I had only 5 hours of sleep from playing counter strike with fard since last night. I was still wondering whether I should come for the Dj talk or just lay back at home. Instincts told me that I should go so I did.
The Dj talk was quite boring though. The exciting part is just round the corner. The Dj talk ended and we were outside the lecture theatre discussing whether should we go for bowling and pool at Safra. Beside our click was Bhavna, Vanessa, Kay and a pretty girl called Brenda, which I met before but I forgot her name. I asked them to join us along and the circle got bigger when I bumped into Amelia was it her name, yeah and then it grew from 4 people to 11 people. We finished our lunch and all met up at Safra. I started off witha round of pool with this guy I knew at primary school but I kinda forgot his name. He was really stuck up and all and he asked if he could play with me, I was like ok? and then I told him I was really lousy at pool, then he was like trying to act as though he was the best, and then I trashed him 3 balls leaving on the table. I think his ego went from heaven to hell. I did not want to play with him after that.
Then I went over to join the rest at the bowling lane. I really sucked at bowling but miraculously I could score strikes and spares just by using brute strength. I won the first game but lost the second. Brenda was kinda cute, I think she was afraid of the bowling ball then the bowling ball is afraid of her. Anyway, she somehow was my jynx and lucky charm at the same time. When we throw at the same time, I would score the drain and she would score the strike, but when she said that you could do it and when she encourages me, I somehow managed to yeah, score strike.
After that, we all sat down and talked about religion matters. From moulmeins to Catholics to protestants to Jewish to I don know what! I didn't get half the conversation because everyone was shooting their views on this and that. I seriously feel what Singaporeans say, "extra" because I did not fit in the debates and bitching conversation. It is because I take my life easy and work one step at a time and not planning a few days before the thing happens.
After that, we all played pool together and it was really funny and cute that Brenda had chalk on her cheek. I think she was afraid of the balls too. At the end of the day, we all exchanged number and went home smiling ear to ear. Now, here is the crash landing part. I wanted to call my girlfriend at 12am and tell her happy birthday, i overslept though and called her at 1230am. I was the 6th person to call because she told me to call back but she did not and left me waiting for like 5 mins? It's ok. Even when I called back, I did something wrong, her charger somehow snapped and I have to pay for it. What a way to say happy birthday. I still said it after that. I was the 6th person. I asked her to spend some time with me tml. However, I was practically too insignificant to be place in a appointment list on her birthday. She finishes school at 4pm, then meets her friends at night, then meets her family after that. I thought the midnight shift was available......It was not! She had this amazing race thing the next morning and she wanted to sleep over and Lynn's place.That was how insignificant I was, I seriously think I'm being ill-treated over here. Even the midnight shift you do not want to give me?! Then out of pity, she decided to give me an hour to go over to her place and pick her up from school then send her back. That was all! I felt so bad and my ego was crushed totally. Then this is that part where she says all the I love yous and I miss yous and sorrys. Words are only words, action performs louder than words. I don't know. If I'm such unappreciated and only appreciated when she is down. I do not see the reason why I staying, why I'm being your cloud to fall on when you have fallen from the stars. I feel that I'm just second best, like leftover salad or something like that.That was how I felt. Summarise everything in one word," SAD"
I need my lollipop again,however I'm coughing.....