Two years ago, I was treated like shit. Is history going to repeat itself again? My trust for you is as thin as ice. Any moment if I were to step on it, it would just break and we would drown.
My temper for you now is like a powder cake, exploding upon provocation. I've changed, never going to be the one taking the blame, being the victim. Although I'm trying my best not to blow up, I think from today onwards, it's inevitable.
I woke up today, checking my inbox to see if there was a missed call or a message left behind. No, nothing, empty. Could it be that the book you told me to read is exactly coming true? That we would be head over hills in the beginning, quarrelling in the middle, and finishes of with nothing, nothing at all.
I sent you a text,"baby are you still asleep?". My hand phone vibrated, to only see a friend of mine asking me whether I'm free to go out today. Sadness filled my heart and pain clenched it, something I should not be feeling because I'm supposed to be the cool and ignorant one, am I turning soft? Or am I just breaking down.
How I wish I could turn back time, everyone would have wish for that. I guessed they will. Someone asked me," If you are given three wishes, what would it be?". Firstly, I want to have all the riches the world could ever give me. Secondly, I wish God would reserve me a spot in heaven, I don't mind where, even if it would to be under a tree. Lastly, to turn back time.
She was curious on why I had made that last wish, and I replied her with a sigh,"Then I would change my past mistakes, a choice, an O level answer, or a sentence to ignite our quarrels." She did not get it though, but it was alright.
Will you ever leave me? Are you going to betray me? Are you still in love with me? My hopes on you are on a thread, snapping any moment....